I've only recently found this magical enlivenment to trivial reality, and I am content to report that I have finally broken through the barrier: I have experienced a true I-Doser trip. The first couple of tries yielded only petty effects, but I still firmly believed it was only a matter of time before it worked for me too. The Peyote, Cocaine, Heroine and Alcohol were a couple of the blanks I shot, but not until tonight, when I sampled the Ketamine, did I feel startlingly strong effects. I sort of felt it coming, like this time it's going to work, for sure. I may have entered the listening state with the wrong mind set at earlier times, and I really felt focused and meditative this time. The soft static in the background helped me picture a perfectly idyllic stream, and even though my mind strayed at times, it did greatly aid me in keeping my thoughts focused. It didn't take long before I felt my entire downer body starting to feel comfortably warm and my mind vividly locomoted through weird imagery, although I never really did experience any hallucinations - these were more like thoughts only. At one point I think I dozed off, but it couldn't have been for very long. Afterwards, I lay still and just when I thought it was gonna be over, it hit me with a new wave and begun anew. I've gotta say, in hindsight, I think the reason why it worked so strongly was solely because I had entered with the exactly right mind set. I can't remember even once thinking it was tedious listening to the sound or that I wanted to stop/get up.
All in all, I am thrilled it finally worked for me and can't wait to try the next dose.
Over n out!
I Broke the Barrier
Re: I Broke the Barrier
awsome man