Okay so I'v been using i-doser for a while now and I really like it. I'v been able to get some strong experiences but never had anything consciousness altering or 'unreal' until now (I'v used it probably between 50 and 150 times). I'd been searching for an effective hallucinogen for a while now or something that would really take me away. Iv tried most of them and the only one with even mild hallucinations was dxm. Even lsd didn't work. Then I tried peyote.
The first time was okay and I had the mild hallucinations like dxm and some numbness. I liked it enough to try it again and the second time I had the mild hallucinations again but with some imaginary motion which isn't that uncommon for me.
I tried it two more times and both of those times it didn't do a lot, but today (5th time)I tried it and it was amazing. I was extremely numb, relaxed, and happy, I drifted in and out of dreams and for 20 minutes it didn't know what was really real. The experience was so strange that I can't vividly remember much of it at all and what I do remember is very hard to describe. I vaguely remember a bit of a dream where someone was accusing me of something, I think maybe something about digital drugs being wrong or how they where evil compared to real drugs but I'm not sure. I also remember being an old boat on the ocean caught in a tsunami and feeling the wave turn me. I also remember thinking "nothing is real" and instantly questioning the thought like "wait what isn't real this or outside of this?"
This experience was mind boggling and I'll definitely try to repeat it a good bit and hopefully next time I can remember more of it.
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