Gates of Hades
Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 10:52 pm
Well, this dose is also one of my favorites, not because I felt good though. I felt like shit, but it worked, although I'm not sure it was to the full effect.
I did this dose because I was depressed and angry and feeling pretty masochistic, and I didn't feel like cutting myself (please, don't get all preachy on me). But anywho, back to the dose. I did it like 2 weeks ago so my memory of it isn't all that great. What I do remember though, was feeling restless and very paranoid. At one point i felt a lot of pain in my right arm near my elbow. I moved my arm once and the pain was gone. When I reached the crackling, it was the most scared I've been in a very long time. I don't know exactly why I was scared, I just was. The background noises that I hated because I thought they would ruin my dose became my only comfort during the climax. That's really all I can recall. Although, for the rest of the night, I was shaking pretty bad.
Don't recommend for the faint-hearted, highly recommend for masochists =]
I did this dose because I was depressed and angry and feeling pretty masochistic, and I didn't feel like cutting myself (please, don't get all preachy on me). But anywho, back to the dose. I did it like 2 weeks ago so my memory of it isn't all that great. What I do remember though, was feeling restless and very paranoid. At one point i felt a lot of pain in my right arm near my elbow. I moved my arm once and the pain was gone. When I reached the crackling, it was the most scared I've been in a very long time. I don't know exactly why I was scared, I just was. The background noises that I hated because I thought they would ruin my dose became my only comfort during the climax. That's really all I can recall. Although, for the rest of the night, I was shaking pretty bad.
Don't recommend for the faint-hearted, highly recommend for masochists =]
