Bastard dosing (newest update YaBa Oct 3rd.)

[Bastard]

Okay boys, I decided to make my own experience log.
I quess the first dose I got full effects from was opium.

Absinthe: (the 15 minute one from recreational simulations 2)
I have heard good experiences of the full lenght Absinthe but never tried it myself so I decided I would try if this 15 minute one was any good.

The first thing I noticed about this dose was the ambient sound. Fell in love with it immediately.
This dose made me feel relaxed in a weird way that is hard to explain, felt kinda like I was just drifting in a void that was my mind. Very nice feeling. I don't know if it was the dose or the ambient which did it tho.
I also had some CEV's which felt like they were very beautiful but were just the good old blobs really.
When I stood up from my bed everything seemed different. I started walking and it felt weird too. Now as I'm writing this I have noticed that shadows look different and really beautiful.
I have done marijuana and cocaine from the recreational simulations 1 but this one is much stronger for me.
I love this dose.


Oxy:
This one was nice. My arms went completely numb and I felt warm and kinda good, not euphoria but good. Almost fell asleep at one point but then I heard some videogamish bleep-sound which woke me and straight after that I felt my whole bed shake. It shook few times after that too.
Also had fun and very strange thoughts like if I plug my earphones into a dog I can get a doggystyle dose. Counting was hard too because my thoughts kept wandering off.
After the dose I feel pretty relaxed and unstressed, writing is hard and it's hard to focus on anything.


YaBa:
I decided to try something new and this one sounded promising. Hallucinogen and stimulant. The Crazy Medicine.
And it was just as it's description said. ("You will have an extreme sense of alert while experiencing some hallucinogenic effects such as sound distortion, vivid colors, and visual effects.")

I was very tired when I started this dose. After a few minutes my eyes still felt heavy and didn't feel my body but my mind was awake. A really good thing to me because it is not rare for me to fall asleep while dosing.
As the dose went on I became to feel euphoric.
Sound distortion? Yes, quite much auditory hallucinations or EVP or whatever, I heard someone talking in radio and some music and other nice stuff.
Vivid colors and visual effects? The coolest CEV's I have ever had. First nothing and then suddenly all these bright red lights start bombarding my eyelids.
I thought many times my eyes were open when they really were closed, it was like seeing thru my eyelids but it looked much deeper and maybe spiritual than eyes open. I felt that I was in my bed yet at the same time I was somewhere else.
Very fun and pleasant experience, felt somehow spiritual too but that might be because I was tired or maybe not.

Aftereffects: I am wide awake noq and my vision is blurry. I looked at my wall and lightning seemed to go brighter and darker in turns. If I focus my eyes on something it's very hard to see anything else than that object. Everything looks a bit different, hard to explain.

[cameraboirzu]

Doggy style dose? Idont think under any circumstances I would come up with that