My boyfriend and I just separated yesterday. I was crushed and I wanted an escape. My room mates were home so I couldnt cry about it. I had to hold it in till One in the morning. I smoked a little bit and went inside and layed down.
I put my headphones on but i didnt use a blindfold. I just layed there, numb and sobbing. I hit play and the noise filled my skull. I began to float into the air and my entire body began to lose feeling. It felt like my foot fell asleep but my entire body. I had Twilight in my arms but i couldnt feel her any more.
I just layed there in this emptiness completely numb. I thought about a lot all at once it seemed. The dose seemed to last forever but when it finished I was wondering why it was so short. It definitely made my break up a lot less painful. And i'm not too sure yet but it might make me more active here.
Also liked the Peyote (or cactus buttons, what ever 
) exp.