My New Favorite.

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I have not been using I-Doser as much recently, because I have been busy and not had the extra time to relax. I found time last night however, after watching TV, to listen to one of my favorite doses: Vico

Let me explain my set up: I was very tired from not being able to sleep the night before, and then waking up early. I was watching TV for about 30 minutes, in a very tired state of concsiousness. I decided to dose for 10 minutes, and ended up falling asleep listening to nitrous (trying to get effects, because I still have not gotten any from this dose) and then thinking that the tones had changed, I listened to most of peyote as well.

I woke up and decided that I would stay awake and listen to Vico, because I like it so much. It was surprisingly easy to concentrate, but I started to not care wether or not I tranced. I did end up getting myself into a suggestable state (a trance) and tried my luck at creating CEVs for myself. It worked partially, but I lost control and they started to be created by my imagination. Right now I can't really remember what my CEV's were of. I don't think they were very profound. I think I fell asleep for part of the dose, too. But when it neared the end I began to feel like my heart had sped up, and I felt lightheaded and heavy. I walked to my computer, and tried what happened last time, where a minute or two after the dose I closed my eyes and got visuals. It worked, but they weren't exactly impressive, looked like cars passing by, and a couple clouds.

I stared at my copmuter screeen, and it appeared that CEV's appeared around it when I looked at it, and the shadows when I looked at my CD cases seemed to drift and fade. Note I was in a dark room, so any shodows were from my computer monitor. I then lost the euphoria from the dose, and it shifted into a haze, accompanied by a mood lift, that was not realized until later.

I came on to here to look through the new threads (not so many this past couple days, whats up guys?) and answered a couple, with no help from my fingers and brain. It was mostly a chore to type. I would type wrong things, and thoughts were much harder to express in words, it was almost like I was the only one who knew what I was talking about, even though it would be easy to describe to anyone right now. Like I said earlier, I had a dramatic mood lift, when I had a (what seemed to be) humorous thought, I would sometimes say it to myself and act it out, rather than just keeping to myself (and there was no one else around but me)

Overall, thinking became slower, I was happier, and I felt off balance. Surprisingly, the I-Doser.com store seemed to describe this dose correctly, because the ONLY way to describe this dose it that it drops you off in a haze.